I hope this gives me some place to "let it all out" without judgement. Sorry if I offend some - (Not my intention!)- simply looking for a place to vent and gather support for the hardest trial of my life.
Here goes- I have had it with my weight!!!!!!!! clothes don't fit, can't tie my shoes without holding my breath-UGH!!!!! what happend to me????? I was small and slim until I was 12 :) Ok then puberty hit and as my younger brother says-"It beat you up! " I thing I skipped right over sizes from girls 14- to a womans 14 in 1 year.
Now for the confession part, because if I want true support I need to be truthful no matter what. so here goes. My height 4 ft 10 inches, my weight 215 lbs. size 20 clothes.Ok it is all out there! Photos will follow on my journey. I will be able to maintain a guage on my clothing size but I will not post regular weights. Unfortunately I also have had problems with bulemia-so I don't own a scale. I would love to be a smaller me- I know that I am in here somewhere. I would love to look better for me. I have joined the gym again and will start back 5 days a week on the first of September. Wish me luck!
No offense here! I'm right with you, girlfriend! Maybe we can encourage each other on this journey. Since I'm now working full time, I'm packing my lunch, which I think is going to help. Now if I can only curb the cravings after school and in the evening! Hang in there...love you!
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean- just thinking of changing my diet lifestyle and all I wanted today was CHOCOLATE!!!!!!
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